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The power and the gift of our teshuvah

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Our parasha, Nitzavim, contains a celebrated narrative passage that focuses upon the concept of teshuvah (repentance): “And you will return to the L-rd, your G-d (v’shavta od Hashem Elokecha), with all your heart and with all your soul, and you will listen to His voice according to all that I am commanding you this day, you and your children, then, the L-rd, your G-d, will bring back your exiles, and He will have mercy upon you. He will once again gather you from all the nations, where the L-rd, your G-d, had dispersed you.

The proclamation of the prophet Hoshea, that we read on Shabbat Shuvah, “Return, O Israel, to the L-rd your G-d (shuvah Yisrael od Hashem Elokecha), for you have stumbled in your iniquity,” (Hoshea 14:2), strongly parallels the language of the first verse in our Torah passage, “And you will return to the L-rd, your G-d (v’shavta od Hashem Elokecha).” The linguistic similarity of the expressions “v’shavta od Hashem Elokecha” and “shuvah Yisrael od Hashem Elokecha,” is nothing less than striking. It would seem, therefore, that they should share the same meaning. Yet, as we shall see, the overall context of each verse endows them with subtle, yet substantive, differences. 

Talmud Bavli, Yoma 86a, a compendium of inspiring declarations concerning teshuvah, contains a statement quoted in the name of Rabbi Levi: “Great is teshuvah since it reaches unto the Throne of Honor, as the text states, ‘shuvah Yisrael od Hashem Elokecha.’” The second Bobover Rebbe, HaRav Ben-Zion Halberstam zatzal (Kedushat Tzion, 1874-1941), cites a question of the Yeshuot Ya’akov (Rabbi Jacob Ornstein, 1775-1839) regarding Rabbi Levi’s choice of “shuvah Yisrael od Hashem Elokecha,” as his proof text, rather than our Torah portion’s pasuk:

“Why did not [Rabbi Levi] bring the Torah’s text, namely, the holy text we have before us [in our parasha] that states, ‘v’shavta od Hashem Elokecha?’ It is clear from this verse that teshuvah reaches unto the very Throne of Honor, just as we find in the verse that he [Rabbi Levi] brings, ‘shuvah Yisrael od Hashem Elokecha’.” In short, why did Rabbi Levi bring a verse from the Prophets instead of from the Torah?

The Yeshuot Ya’akov’s question is based on the principle that a verse from the Torah is always a stronger proof text than a citation from either the Prophets or Writings. As such, his question is quite apropos.

The Kedushat Tzion answers the Yeshuot Ya’akov’s query in a deeply insightful manner that facilitates our understanding of the multi-layered nature of teshuvah:

“It is possible to answer [the Yeshuot Ya’akov’s question] in the following fashion: In truth, there are two kinds of teshuvah, teshuvah m’ahavah (teshuvah based upon love) and teshuvah m’yirah (teshuvah based upon awe and fear). The essential distinction that obtains between them is that teshuvah based upon awe is set into motion by something that generates the awe itself – such as potential punishment [for a sin] or something else that brings one to awe and visceral fear. Teshuvah m’ahavah, however, is different in kind and degree, for it is self-generated and devoid of any external cause. Instead, sparks of love burn in the innermost being of the Jew, and they, themselves, become transformed into flames of love for the Almighty.”

After explicating these two distinct types of teshuvah, Rav Halberstam, zatzal, analyzes their differences in greater depth:

“In reality, our Sages taught us (Talmud Bavli, Yoma 86b) that teshuvah m’ahavah has the unique ability to transform purposeful sins (zedonot) into, as it were, meritorious acts (zechuyot), whereas, teshuvah m’yirah can only convert zedonot into inadvertent sins (she’gagot).

“As such, there is nothing novel in stating that teshuvah m’ahavah reaches unto the very Throne of Honor, since any and all sins [addressed by this form of teshuvah] have been converted into zechuyot, and act as angels that rise [to the Heavens] to speak positively on our behalf before the Throne of Glory – just like all mitzvot and zechuyot whereby a person is guaranteed to acquire positive advocates [that speak on their behalf]. This does not happen to one who does teshuvah based upon awe and fear, since his sins continue to exist and remain as she’gagot. Nonetheless, even teshuvah m’yirah has the ability to ascend to the Throne of Glory.”

Based on this presentation, the Kedushat Tzion proceeds to answer the Yeshuot Ya’akov’s question:

“Now we can understand why Rabbi Levi [in our above cited Gemara] brings the pasuk from Sefer Hoshea, instead of the Torah verse from our parasha: Our Torah portion’s pasuk states, “v’shavta od Hashem Elokecha,” i.e. without any external motivation, and this is the essence of teshuvah m’ahavah. Given its nature, it is manifestly clear that this kind of teshuvah reaches unto the Throne of Glory. Yet, our Sages of blessed memory wanted to prove that even teshuvah m’yirah has such great power that it, too, can reach the Throne of Glory.

“Therefore, the Gemara brings the pasuk, “shuvah Yisrael,” which is presented by Hashem’s messenger [Hoshea], for it was this prophet who arose and encouraged the Jewish people to undertake the teshuvah process. This is, [by definition,] teshuvah m’yirah, [rather than teshuvah m’ahavah]. Nonetheless, the text testifies that it, too, is powerful enough to reach unto the Almighty, Himself.”

The Kedushat Tzion has provided us with a new and deeper understanding of the multifaceted nature of teshuvah, and its power and scope. Some of us will be fortunate enough to return to the Almighty through teshuvah m’ahavah, while others will follow the path of teshuvah m’yirah. In either case, we can rest assured that our teshuvah will ascend to the highest heights of Heaven — and unto the very Throne of Glory. May each of us recognize the chane v’chesed v’rachamim (grace, kindness and mercy) that this represents, so that we may wholeheartedly proclaim, “ashreinu mah tov chelkeinu u’mah na’im yerushatainu” (“we are overcome with joy at the goodness of our portion and the pleasantness of our inheritance”). V’chane yihi ratzon.

Shabbat Shalom and kativah v’chatimah tovah.

Contact Rabbi David Etengoff: Columnist@TheJewishStar.com